God's Perfect Timing
I was on the verge of tears as I browsed a friend's friendster and read his blog. I felt so isolated, so far from him...
Then I was reminded that the Lord is in control and really, my fears and doubts are baseless. There is really nothing to worry about and things are happening for a purpose.
I was hoping to be with my special friend for the holidays, but because I failed to arrange my schedule and set priorities, I missed that opportunity. I guess when a life is at stake, all other things blurr and mean nothing at that moment. I panicked, thinking my cousin was never going to recover this time. I hardly had time to breathe and I was in Manila, on a Saturday rush hour, waiting for the cab to take me to my cousin's house. We celebrated her birthday, probably her last... She was already upstairs when I got there, but she showed up for a while, just to say hi!=)
I know it's not too late. We'll probably see each other sometime soon. God's timing is perfect. With that, I have peace, even amidst confusing and conflicting thoughts.
Then I was reminded that the Lord is in control and really, my fears and doubts are baseless. There is really nothing to worry about and things are happening for a purpose.
I was hoping to be with my special friend for the holidays, but because I failed to arrange my schedule and set priorities, I missed that opportunity. I guess when a life is at stake, all other things blurr and mean nothing at that moment. I panicked, thinking my cousin was never going to recover this time. I hardly had time to breathe and I was in Manila, on a Saturday rush hour, waiting for the cab to take me to my cousin's house. We celebrated her birthday, probably her last... She was already upstairs when I got there, but she showed up for a while, just to say hi!=)
I know it's not too late. We'll probably see each other sometime soon. God's timing is perfect. With that, I have peace, even amidst confusing and conflicting thoughts.
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